#115 THOSE DAYS
Have you ever had those days ?
The days when you feel like your totally hopeless ?
Like you mean nothing to anyone in this world?
That nobody likes you ?
That your friends don't mean what they say ?
Or when you feel like your body looks like a piece of shit ?
Or that your not good enough for anyone or anything ?
Or that no one will ever love you ?
That you don't have a great personality?Or that you don't have the prettiest smile ?
Do you EVER compare yourself to other people ?
"Look at that girls body, it's so perfect.. "
"Look at her, she is just as beautiful with or without makeup.. "
"She has a great personality.."
"She has a lovely boyfriend.., she is so lucky "
"She has so got beautiful eyes !.."
"She has got perfect lips.."
"Her hair is so pretty.."
"Her parents are so nice.."
"Everybody cares about her.."
I wish I was her..
They say that hard work pays of. But what if you have tried so hard that you completely sooner or later get that thought of giving up ? Because nothing of that hard worked payed of ?
Then people say.. WORK HARDER
But what of you have really tried till the very end !? And you can't try any further then that ?
I don't believe in that. I just believe that those people are lucky. All i can do now is just sit and hope that I will be one of them someday.